Monthly Archive for October, 2006
The worst part of all this? He’s hurting and I can no longer comfort him.
It’s all I ever wanted to do for him.
Also, Environmental Defense called me in for a second meeting. ;-)
“The Tao Te Ching, the esoteric but infinitely practical book written most probably in the sixth century B.C. by Lao Tsu, has been translated more frequently than any work except the Bible. This translation of the Chinese classic, which was first published twenty-five years ago, has sold more copies than any of the others. It offers the essence of each word and makes Lao Tsu’s teaching immediate and alive. The philosophy of Lao Tsu is simple: Accept what is in front of you without wanting the situation to be other than it is. Study the natural order of things and work with it rather than against it, for to try to change what is only sets up resistance. Nature provides everything without requiring payment or thanks, and also provides for all without discrimination - therefore let us present the same face to everyone and treat all men as equals, however they may behave. If we watch carefully, we will see that work proceeds more quickly and easily if we stop “trying,” if we stop putting in so much extra effort, if we stop looking for results. In the clarity of a still and open mind, truth will be reflected. We will come to appreciate the original meaning of the word “understand,” which means “to stand under.” We serve whatever or whoever stands before us, without any thought for ourselves. Te - which may be translated as “virtue, or “strength” - lies always in Tao, or “natural law.” In other words: Simply be.”

Reading j’s blog makes me feel like this is possible. But goddamn I wish I could turn my brain off and stop this relentless pukey feeling I carry all day.
- Montezuma’s Castle
- seeing the stars in the desert
- visiting not-often-seen friends
- flying alone
- being in the sun
- attempting to relax
- reflection
- breathing the desert air
- the ocean
- escaping myself while exploring myself






