swinging

Yesterday, I said goodbye to the BG at a fucked up hour on the cusp of morning, ready for a break. Then spent the entire day imagining the length of this plus 2 years.

Back and forth, swinging. I had no idea I would face such a challenge so quickly. But something m told me years ago has always helped when I begin to question what I have or yearn for what I don’t:

“Right now, you have only what you need.” -m

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“I think some things you should think about is which parts of you are the ‘old Laura’ that you don’t want to hang onto anymore, and which parts of you are worth moving into the ‘new Laura’… I know you’re in this transition phase right now, and it’s kinda exciting to watch and be a part of :)” -BG

3 Responses to “swinging”


  1. 1 Ben Garland

    Awwww.

    I’ll be back soon.

    In the grand scheme of 4.5 months, 11 days isn’t much.

    And in the grand scheme of 50 years, 2 years isn’t much.

    It’s all relative.

    And even then, within those 2 years we’ll be able to see each other semi-often, and possibly at some points for a few weeks at a time.

    I miss you!

  2. 2 frekur

    :)

    It’s just fucking weird that I’m here.

    Seriously.

  3. 3 Ben Garland

    In what way?

    I can’t figure out if you mean physically or metaphorically…

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