Pressing on him to talk to me doesn’t do anything except make me feel like a pest. I would love to think that waiting and being patient might yield a day where he’ll open up… except I know that’s not going to happen.
I really fucking miss him.
I think of Jess every single day. I am sad to suddenly realize that we aren’t close and don’t talk. I don’t really know what’s going on in his life and I only get pieces when I message him online… but I want to know and I want to be a part of it, even though I’m now far away.
*sniff* :( I’m sorry, L…