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I’ve taken the self-awareness thing too far… overanalyzing everything and taking *everything* personally. My commitment to the Four Agreements has seriously wavered and it’s having an extreme negative effect on me. I’m having a hard time centering myself.

The thing that sucks is now that we’re getting all serious about launching these other blogs and living our lives in a more public view, I’m holding back here, because I’m embarrassed and ashamed of how weak I’ve been and I’m not wanting it to affect the other goals the BG and I are trying to achieve.

I hate to say this, but I honestly wish I could just smoke a bowl and space out once in a while. You know, just like I did way back when…

Ugh.