I’ve thought a million times about getting the hell out of here and quitting this blog. Then, the other day when I was upgrading my version of WordPress and K2 I panicked for a second, completely forgetting that all of my entries are stored in the database. I was like, SHIT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO SOMETHING? WHERE ARE MY ENTRIES… as I watched my FTP app overwrite all those little files… I’m seriously so retarded sometimes it’s painful. REALLY.
The experience taught me two things, one) that I really need to make backups before I upgrade (I know, shut the hell up) and two) that I would DIE if I lost this blog, even though some days I think it’s a compilation of worthless crap.
Some of my entries, however, really remind me of who I am better than any therapist or list-writing or talking to friends could do, which is the reason I started writing here in the first place. It’s totally cliche to say “I have a horrible memory”, but seriously people, I am the worst. This blog was always meant to be one big HEY, REMEMBER THIS SHIT? telling me I’m not a giant poo with overgrown eyebrows. (More on that later.)
I don’t know what my point is. Maybe today since I’m feeling like shit I’m just trying to remind myself that I’m so much more than poo.
